all my life i've been comparing myself to others, what they do and I don't or I just can't do, I was focusing on what I can't do that others can so I can do that too, but now I'm trying to not compare, I just want to write this as a news just for people to read this that have same as me, it's just that problem that I'm focusing on others and not myself, and because of that I'm not trying to be happy for myself but for others, so don't compare and focus on yourself first, only then you'll know what's making you happy, so have a nice day everyone, I hope everyone is doing ok!